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Hidup Baru; waktu ini

untuk waktu ini--
apa yang paling indah
adalah baring dan memikirkan sesuatu;
tentang diri ini.

untuk waktu ini--
apa yang paling aku gah
adalah dulunya aku
seorang pelajar sekolah
kini aku seorang pelajar kolej.

hidup baru--
banyak noda dan cabaran
tak semua indah;
pahit dan getir aku tempuhi
sendirian.

hidup kini--
duduk sendirian sentiasa
air mata bergelinangan;
memikirkan
masa lepas
kini
dan nanti

dulu seiringan bersama dia
kini aku sendirian
namun
aku jumpa yang baru
yang aku sayang
kawan.

tiada seorang pun
yang tahu.

aku berdikari;

dalam diam

tanpa harapan

yang mungkin

akan

memakan

diri aku

sendiri


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  1. Unknown1 August 2018 at 12:49

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