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Thank you.

Some people come into our lives and barely leave a trace; others leave a string of footprints etched upon our heart, letting us know they are with us every step we take.

Life, sometimes it pulls the rug from under our feet. Suddenly, we find ourselves broken and unable to get back up. When I thought all hopes had gone, you were always there to sweep me off of my feet, dust me down and tell me everything is going to be okay. When everyone else had left me, you were the only one still cheering and giving me that little piece of hope to carry on.

Well, that’s what real friends do, right? They are like glue that holds us together when we feel like we are falling apart. They are the anchor to keep us away. They are the wind beneath our wings, keeping us going when we feel like giving up.

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My 2nd semester, I met a bunch of people who I’d called them best friends. They came into my life and had taught me this one thing – the meaning of friendship is. My life in my 2nd semester went so well and I had so much fun. Even though there were so many things I need to think of and to be settle down, but, with help and support from these people, I managed to handle it with no stress. I did not mean that my 1st semester was sucked or worse or something that related to it. But, my 1st semester, I didn’t find the right person to be friend with. They were toxic? No, they weren’t. But, they had taught me something that I didn’t expect I would learn. From them (my 1st semester friends), I learned how to find and choose a true friend – right people to make friend.

I wrote this post because I wanted to thank to my entire 2nd semester friends in my college for every single thing they have done to me. I use this platform because I did not know how to express how thankful I am for having them. I didn’t mention any name here because I do not want to be bias toward each of my friend. You know who you are…

This thank you is long overdue. There are so many things I want to thank you for, and I am sure I am going to still be missing some by the end of this post. I am sorry. But here is a small token of my gratitude for just being by my side in this life and making it all worthwhile.

Thank you for being a true friend. For sticking by me and letting me sob into your shoulder. Thank you for letting me pour my heart out, for listening and for not just telling me what I want to hear. Thank you for loving me when no one else would. Thank you for staying constant in a world full of change and chaos. And thank you for just being there when I need you the most. It’s hard to put it into words just how much you mean to me, because words will never be enough. I know my life wouldn’t be the same without you. We have walked so far, laughed so hard, and cried a sea of tears together. We have climbed each other’s highest peaks, and travelled through the darkest of valleys.  You wiped my tears when I felt scared and had fight with my roommates. You raised me up when life had beaten me to the ground, and I spurred you on during moments of weakness.

With you by my side, my college is a better place. The sun shines a little bit brighter, my smile grows a little bit wider, and in that moment, my problems are no more. Everything when I was with you. You are the most beautiful person, inside out. You are selfless, compassionate and wise beyond your years. I truly believe I hit friendship gold when you skipped into my life and filled my days with laughter, happy tears and enchantment.

You taught me how to forgive. I always broke your heart or said something that might hurt you. Eventhough you mad at me, but you always forgave me whenever I asked for forgiviness. Also, you taught me no matter how big is our mistake, do ask for forgiviness. I adore you great  kimd of behavior !

You taught me to be facing my fears. During my darkest days you were the light that guided my way.

You taught me that it’s okay to fight. I’m not talking boxing gloves and body slamming, I’m talking fighting over something that can be settle down. As long as I am okay with it, I know how to control my temper and so many things. Sometime you did not support or back up me when I fight with someone, you win them, yet you actually trying to neutralized the situation. You became a middleman in the fight between me and a person I fight with.

Thank you for being my partner-in-crime, my drinking buddy, my road trippin’ companion, my gossip friend, my personal life coach, my supporter and so much more. Thank you for all the glorious memories, wrapped up in a bow of nostalgia, so beautiful it brings a tear to my eye. Thank you for the times you have given me.

And no matter how much distance is between us, no matter how many days, weeks and months we haven’t spoken to each other, we ALWAYS pick up where we left.

My great friend, what more can I say? In 50 years from now, I hope I will still be your friend to you lean on my shoulder when you want to cry.

I hope we can still be best friend even though we have been apart – live far away. I hope nothing can cut off our friendship except death.

Thank you for everything.
You know who you are. 
From deepest of my heart,
I love you.

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