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How I Met My Bro

January 1st.
Happy new year everyone. today is my very first day in 2017 and also all of you. I wish, all of you have a blast and may this year will bring you more happiness than sadness. Last year I deleted all my stories in my blog for so many reasons which I couldn't quite explain because after a long day I think those detail does no longer matter. I am both happy and excited; I am coming back blogging and express all myself in here. My blog is my personal place where there is non-judge mental self monologue and also my diary which I tell everything inside here. Last year I had so many ups and downs until I thought I've no longer chance in my life. But, I was wronged. There are many chances out there in many ways. Now I realized that I still had chance to redeem everything what I cannot redeem in 2016.

So here we go,
As you all know, I have a best friend that really close to me; which I think he is brother and more than that. I could not imagine how am I could be without this kind of friend. Azizul. We started being friend since I was 14 and so do he. When I was 13, I never knew Azizul was existed. Because those days, I was quite 'arrogant' and 'swagger' to befriend with other people in my school instead of my classmates and people that I've knew. So, I met him when I was in form 2. I still remember, how did we started our conversations. Azizul that time did not have friend to have a lunch together during recess. So he joined me and Afiq together. Afiq who started the conversation. They were chatting while having their meal. And me just closed my mouth. Until Azizul suddenly said, "Afiq dengan Alif sesuai jadi kawan baik". That kind of words still live in my mind. I answered him, "kau pun boleh je jadi kawan baik aku," since that, azizul and I were getting close.

He surprised me when I knew that he was in relationship with one of my friend. Those days, he such a sweet person I ever met. Azizul never missed to say "je t'aime" and "saranghae" which means 'I love you' to his girlfriend. One day, he got jealous with me because I was too close with his girlfriend until we were argued for a long period. If I'm not mistaken, we were argued about 5 or 6 months. Then we were began to reconcile a day before mathematics exam (end of year examination). He asked a few question about maths to Aiman. Then he sat beside me. I was shocked because he was upset with me but why did he sat beside me. Aiman started teasing us. And we began to back as normal and no more argue.We apologise together and things back to normal.It was like a new reborn of my best friend because he came back to me after a long time. Thanks a lot Aiman Fithri!

Day by day, week by week, month by month and years by years. We are getting close and closer. I will remember all your words that you've said to me. Thank you for always be there for me. Thank you for being my great listener and encourage me to be a better human in this world. I will remember this, you told me this last two years, "kalau kau out of control, remember about our friendship".

thank you for everything, Akim. I love you, bro.
Belong to:Azizul Hakim Mohd Yusri aka Akimok

ps: after 2 years I've promised you to post how I met you, and you said post it when I turn 17 in 1st January. Now, I fulfilled my promised and I'm sorry for the late post :) love ya!

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