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January 1st. Happy new year everyone. today is my very first day in 2017 and also all of you. I wish, all of you have a blast and may this year will bring you more happiness than sadness. Last year I deleted all my stories in my blog for so many reasons which I couldn't quite explain because after a long day I think those detail does no longer matter. I am both happy and excited; I am coming back blogging and express all myself in here. My blog is my personal place where there is non-judge mental self monologue and also my diary which I tell everything inside here. Last year I had so many ups and downs until I thought I've no longer chance in my life. But, I was wronged. There are many chances out there in many ways. Now I realized that I still had chance to redeem everything what I cannot redeem in 2016. So here we go, As you all know, I have a best friend that really close to me; which I think he is brother and more than that. I could not imagine how am I could be without...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM HI !  LAST Thursday, 7th APRIL 2016, was my birthday!ALREADY 16! YES!!! Shit, I feel like I want to scream out loud and say THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WISHES! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT! that day was very memorable day for me. yeah! i got lot of wishes in many type of languages; in Bahasa, English, Japanese, Tamil, Mandarin, Arabic and also in Korean! thank you so much my dear friends! ouh ya! thanks to 4 Theta, 4 Gamma, English Literature's members (form 4 and form 5), teachers, my best friends and all my friends who were participated in singing birthday song to me! I was blushing, speechless and more. to be honest, i felt like I wanna cry when my friends sang that song to me. but,tahan tahan. entah lah, aku taktahu nak cakap macam mana. aku memang speechless gila khamis lepas. pergi sana "happy birthday", pergi sini "happy birthday", everywhere lah. aku hargai sangat-sangat. masa malam tu, aku fikir "oh, have they forgotten about me...